Yesterday a friend I haven’t seen or heard from in several years came to my mind and just stayed there. The desire to hear from her and know what’s up in her life became so strong I not only sent an email to her last known email addy, but I Googled her as well. Let me just say, she has a very common Asian name. I didn’t realize how common till I googled it. And got about as many pages as I might for "John Smith". Whoa. And yet…

Within the first few pages I was able to find a blog of someone who had my friend’s name all over it. The guy recently moved to Asia and my friend (and former roommate), true to her amazingly generous spirit and major gift of hospitality, greeted him with open arms and showed him all around the city. There were even pictures of my friend! Not only that, but the reason I found the blog to begin with is because another friend of ours from Los Angeles was also named: as my old friend’s (now) roommate. It was a dead give-away. Otherwise, I would have been searching through hundreds of pages of search results. Not the way I wanted to spend my evening.

The coolest thing is that my friend is back in Asia. She had come home from the same city a few years ago because her job had ended. There was a guy she’d dated off and on before leaving LA and now he wanted to try again. They were going to spend the holidays with his family in 2005 and that’s the last I heard. But that’s not unusual for my friend; neither she nor I are the greatest at keeping in touch with people (why do you think I have a blog???), so I never thought too much about not hearing from her regularly. I figured eventually we’d catch up. Although, I do have to admit shock when I realized just how long it has been (since early 2006). I usually try to check in with people once a year, at least.

Anyway, my friend and another friend of ours, who was longing very much to move to the city in which they now live, are apparently sharing an apartment. It’s obvious by reading the blog posts of the author — who is not someone I know, but looks very familiar; I’ll bet anything I knew him back at Mosaic LA — that my two girlfriends are doing great things for Jesus, building wonderful relationships with people and having a wonderful time. I know my friend well enough to know when her smile is forced and when its genuine. It’s all real. And the smile on our other friend’s face is, well, priceless. She looks like a little kid at Disneyland for the first time.

I cannot tell you how excited all this made me feel! My friend back overseas in the thick of living life for Jesus; doing exactly what she loves and has wanted to do for years, and in a city and culture that desperately needs Him. I’m so proud of her for doing it and for what she’s accomplishing. Not only that, I’m so excited to see pictures of her that are only two months old. She looks amazing! I think that’s what happens to you when you live the life God dreams for you. Your whole countenance changes.

Anyway, back to me (because it is all about me, you know). Now I have a sticky dilemma. I don’t want to email my friend (again), even though I’m dying to tell her how proud and happy I am that she’s back in Asia and that she looks absolutely terrific. I’m too embarrassed!  I don’t want to admit I was "stalking" her on the Internet with the help of Google.

So, like, how far gone am I, anyway? Is it time to call the cops on myself yet…?